Beauty Chase.

One night, many nights ago, God dropped this phrase in my heart, "beauty chase". A relentless pursuit after beauty, the beauty that he had planned to reveal in my life. I need to chase it, to complete it. To fulfil it. It was a night, where hopes and dreams rekindled in a soul so broken from the many lost battles. The war, is still ongoing, I am still fighting. I want to chase that beauty, and I want to pursuit his glory. His holiness, his everything.
"He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men." Ecclesiastes 3:11
It was a verse that came later that night.
Somehow, I was comforted.
Since then, I went on a wild chase, true to my paradox nature. It was pretty clear that God had promise beautiful things, but all in his time. Tonight, I revisited beauty chase. I caught hold of eternity, I'm made for eternity, I'm reminded to be not too caught up with the things that are temporal. Let me learn, not to rush. Not too many things at one time.

I'm very glad I made the effort to attend the BGR seminar, even though it meant skipping gym and rushing to and fro from vocal lessons. I think it's very worth it, I really gotten much from the seminar. Even though they were the things I already, but man are forgetful, we always need reminders. I am simply so eager to learn in this BGR seminar, and God really never fail me, to refresh me with new insights and a even stronger desire to lead a pure and holy life for him.

Alrights, I need to get back to my work... need to complete this before I sleep....
-script for mega event.
-fill in names for workshop in camp.

Time check... 4:05am

Mission conference at 9am...

>.<

I am less than 5 hours from it.